Trying Not to Love You

It's 1.45am here, everyone's asleep. Today, I was feeling very low, Well why not?
When there are dozens of problems in your sick life makes you go crazy.

I was the kinda girl who doesn't believe in love, who thinks being in a relationship is a waste of time, cause love just doesn't exist. 
But I changed for a year and was all Lovey-dovey, but now :(
You see, when the person whom you love a lot just moves away 5000 miles from you for 6 years and doesn't keep contact,hurts!
It hurts... A LOT!
I did not knew there were places inside me that could pain and cause y eyes to water the instant I think about him! I acknowledged it only after this...long distance...thing...

The worst thing is that he just acts like he doesn't care, and he's always like,"I told you I was busy";when he didn't even mention it to me!
How the hell am I supposed to know all such things? Telepathically? I could do that, but there are distance limitations to even that!!
So what are we left with now?

I'm realizing the fact slowly that, I wan't different things in life and so does he. Maybe we are not meant to be! :'(
As hurtful that sounds it could be true cause from the past 7 months we've just been fighting, I mean where is this relationship even going to?

Maybe I could never understand you, maybe you never got me! Maybe you never saw my care behind the things I do and stuff I say! 

My One Question to Everyone out there: Does love really exist?

If it does, then where is it???

Dream come true

What a fantastic day was today!
I got a job at McDonald's. 
I knew I would get it. The idea of earning my own money and spending it for me and my family is so fantastic. Yessss........ I'm so excited and so happy..!!
Got my first day tomorrow.. life is going to be hectic from now on!
I will be earning in dollars ;) 
I'm prepared for it!!!
wish me luck!!
have a great day! :D

Hangover?

Does hangover apply only for people who get drunk like crazy and wake up the other day with a headache?
If it doesn't then, Yes. Today I'm totally Hungover :P
I had the best day of my life yesterday, went out with my friends for shopping and later on to the beach which was so relaxing, sunny and sandy! yeah but leaving that it was such great fun. To top that off we had a 3 hour travel back home! :/ that was a bust cause we were pretty tired and our legs were screaming for a place to sit in the train!
I took my younger brother along with me, all of my friends just loved him and said that he's really matured!
Wow, Not so surprising ;)
After all he's my brother ! :D
Today we both woke up with headache and sleepy eyes, but still we made it through the day by going to music class :P
As for now, we both are busy watching something.. I'm watching my most favorite American sitcom - How I met your Mother !
and he's watching t he umm... ben 10 cartoon ! Yeah he's 13 yr old <3 

The Super- Moon

Sunday Mornings are just so relaxing! Although there is no tranquility at our home, we still look up to it.
Get up late drink some rejuvenating tea, watch T.V.
So I did the exact same thing as above!
The great news about Today : Moon is going to be very close to Earth Tonight!
It's annual, yeah. But do not miss it for the world!
Tonight 9.05pm (Indian time-GST)
The Moon is going to be bigger, brighter, and wonderful!


Well fellas,
Grab your cameras and go find the best seat to capture it ;)
I take your leave now!
Gonna eat sandwiches and relaxxxx!!!

Enigma

Thinking whether I should change/edit my template!

Confused..

Have to learn words for my SAT! SAT prep is a little too much, but I love it.

Studying in The States was my best dream till now and I'm going to achieve it!

The educations system in India, it just sucks! I doubt there's an "education system" 

Facebook-ing has become a part of my life these days!

Just go online...put on a status.."like" my friend's statuses, their photos..

all the cliche` stuff!! :P

Chocolate Day

"Chocolate is the food of Gods"

I have started the procedure for baking a chocolate cake. Everything is set, CHOCOLATE !That's the important ingredient of the day, flour,soda bi-carb etc.
The process is on the move while I'm managing many things at a time like editing a picture in Photoshop, downloading some photos, reading articles about photography and blogging! All at the same time!
Phew!
Talk about multi-tasking! Guess I was best at it, Okay ! Mom! Sister!
Melting the mouth-watering, dreamy, chocolaty chocolate !
How I wished I could just drink it up, Spilling won't be any problem cause you can always lick it ;)
Yeah that sounds pathetic to the non- chocoholics! why do some people just avert attention when I start talking about chocolate!?
It's a thing of beauty! You can make almost anything out of chocolate. Speak about the revelations you can make in your recipes with it! Just flawless!


Running off to the kitchen.
Be right back !